Today has definitely been my worst day at school this year. I've said why many times so I don't really feel like writing it. Still, I want to look at the bright side. I mean, this is a huge improvement from last year. Under the same circumstances at CCS, I probably would've either locked myself in a bathroom and hurt myself or eat something containing Red-40 so I could get really sick and be forced to go home. Fortunately, I didn't resort to that today. Maybe its because it seemed like some of these people, although they haven't known me for very long, were so concerned and caring I couldn't bring myself to hurt myself... Man, I really don't deserve some of these people for friends. They are just too awesome. I wish I could tell them how much I appreciate them.
I'm feeling a lot better now though, the fact that my mom was SO understanding and didn't yell at me took off SO much stress. I was prepared to go home and be yelled at for Pre-Calc and for being depressed and everything, but after I told her to lay off because I had a bad day (she yelled a little in the beginning) she lowered her voice and tried to make me feel better! My goodness, I think she might be changing!
When I got home, I talked to Joy and she made me feel a little better. Then I watched Joey and The Apprentice with Melissa and Daddy. I'm recording Ghost Whisperer right now... I'm waiting for Melissa to get off the phone so I can talk to Kristy.
In the mean time, I took a little quiz thing, and its kinda freaky how much of this is true since it was all based on just three questions...
| Your Personality Is |
Idealist (NF)
You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.
You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.
You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.
In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.
At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.
With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.
As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.
On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.
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I've decided no more bad stuff for today. I'm putting school behind me and am looking forward to the weekend. =) Hopefully, on Monday I won't be so depressed like I have been for the latter half of this week.
<3 Always,
- Amanda
P.S: Daddy came back from Hawaii yesterday!! He brought me back this rockin' squishy penguin from his convention thingy! I don't get how a penguin relates to Hawaii... but whatever, rock on SRA! Whatever that is.